So I’ve been waiting a while to announce this but I feel with the partial release of the video posted below that now is the right time. Myself and Boycrush pornstar, Seth Serenity have been talking on and off for about a year now and as of February 22 we’ve started dating officially. It’s been a long long time since I’ve felt this way about anyone and, let me tell you, with this kid it’s not hard. Keep a look out for a new hardcore video of the two of us on Boycrush that will show up within the next month. We also had some fun and made the xtube/rockettube vid that will soon be posted below. Its just a clip for now, we’ll upload the full video when we get enough views. You can see other Seth videos on xtube here as well as my old xtube ones here.

In other news, I wanted to post a short blurb about the Twinklight thing since I’ve been pretty quiet about the politics involved. I don’t think people should feel betrayed by me and I certainly am not the bad guy here. If they are feeling betrayed then it’s only after I was first. When I agree to act, help or write in a film, no matter who it’s for, I put my heart into it. I’ve done a lot for certain people in this industry. When you say you “love someone to death” you don’t throw their hard work to the wayside for model after model who would never put the same work in; its upsetting. Don’t kid yourself and blame the models. When every few months you have a new “star” that quickly is replaced or leaves for whatever reason, you should realize who’s fault it is. Logically, if everyone get upset and leaves you, then you’re probably not treating them right. I know I’m a good model. You don’t call a bad model in several times to save shoots at the last minute cause the other models can’t perform. Ungrateful models don’t work for very little money to help you out or send in clean test results every time even when they’re not requested, especially when you’re promised parts or movie deals that never happen. I was lied to, plain and simple. I was taken advantage of and I wasn’t going to be the nice guy I had been. There’s just a long long list of things that went so wrong. None of it is vindictive, I think I would have been called out by someone if I was being a complete asshole. No one has said that yet and I was and still am supported by my friends in this industry.

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It all comes down to respect. I lost mine for you, not as a creative mind, but as a good and honest person and industry contributor.

I got exactly what I wanted out of this. My studio put out an incredibly successful and original DVD that continues to sell very well. It was always something Bryan wanted to do and it’s integral creation and idea has nothing to do with any other porn production or company. Making Twinkblood was one of the best things business-wise that Boycrush has ever done and the publicity, member increase, and sales it got from it are almost incredible. I got the opportunity to write the music and script for it and I don’t think any part of it could have gone any better. I never wanted to make enemies and if anyone feels like they didn’t deserve what they got, they should sit down and think a little. I don’t think I’m owed an apology, I think that after everything that’s happened, we’re square.

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